October

October is one of the best months, in my opinion. Well, the October in my head. Just like the July in my head is all sunshine and ice cream when in reality it's a slightly less rainy month spent in a shopping mall just like all the others.

October in my head is red leaves and sun and scarves and I love it. But enough about the finer workings of my yearly calender imagination.

I think I really put my mouth in it. Or fingers, I guess, seeing as I was texting.

There's this guy, who I don't like exactly, but love having his attention and have a laugh with. He's got a ridiculously dirty mind, which I find pretty hilarious.

Anyway.

We were texting, and I told him that on any basis I did NOT like him in any romantic way, at all. Call me subtle. He told me he liked me.

Facepalm.

I made up that I liked some guy outside school to avoid general guilt, a guy I've known since I was a baby. He was the first person in my head and I panicked, ok? So now he's facebook stalking him, telling me he doesn't like the look of him, and generally acting jealous.

I think we can safely say our friendship is over. Which is a shame.

Maybe there's something pathologically wrong with me as a teenager, I just don't get the running off and getting shitfaced until I make out with the nearest girl (yes, this happened to my friend, I'm still teasing her.) in some guys garden. Oh well, guess I can be a cool person by myself and have little raves in my P.J's :)

Have a good autumn!

xxx

Song for the day: Chasing pavements by adele.

Muse :O

I went to muse (insert screaming and fangirl flailing) and it was incredible... despite the fact that I, before the concert, had ever ACTUALLY listened to them. Anyway. It was amazing, they are incredible musicians... and despite the fact I knew none of the words I made up by singing something along the lines of, "WOOO SUPERMASSIVE BLACK HOOOLE BLAH BLAH BLAAAHHH" which was fun. It was in Wembley in London which is a couple of hours from me which meant 3 hours in the car in between my friend and her 27 year old brother who, it turns out, is a comfortable pillow.

Sadly, I had to wake up the next day at 9, but oh well. It was worth it ;)

As I'm typing this I'm watching four weddings and a funeral which is the single best film ever made, not least because of Hugh Grant and Rowan Atkinson and a million other people I love, including Hugo off vicar of dibley :) I have to go, friend with boyfriend troubles (they just broke up after 11 months... which is a loooong time to a 16 year old :S)

MUCH LOVE
xxxxxx

Song of the day: Supermassive Black Hole by muse :)

Salcombe

Hi everyone, long time no talk :)

I just got back fromm Devon with my friends, which was really fun. Stuff like eating fish and chips on the dock, and pizza at night on the beach, and icecream while walking through town at midnight... actually they all seem to include food? Is that a little worrying?

Although, the journey home was a little stressful ^_^ One of my friends had a party to go to that night, so we aimed to leave at 1... which ended up leaving at 2, stopping for lunch, and being on the road at 3. THEN all the roads closed thanks to a seven car pile up (selfish, I know.) And then, we got stuck in a jam and had to reverse out. Of course that was when the clutch decided to break and we were stuck in a car full of noxious fumes until we fell out coughing with eyes watering. Oh, and the car wouldn't go anymore.

Although thanks to this little life shortening interlude, we ended up sunbathing in a random field and picking blackberries with was... nice. I love the country, personally.

Anyway, have a good night, all my friends are being gay and going to some party I'm not, so I'm home on my todd :)

Hungry hungry morning

Guess what? IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!

YAY! I'm finally old enough to get into 15 movies without lying :) Although, other than that, turning 15 doesn't have a whole lot of perks... Well, it SOUNDS older!

YAY!!!!

And to celebrate my new found maturity, my older teenage dreams, I'm going to watch... Toy story 3! Ok, I get that it's a kid film, but it is incredibly amazing and a load of 14/15/16 year olds are taking over the cinema today :)

Love anyone who reads this!
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Song for the Day: White lines red lights.

Minnie mouse is a bitch... and other outlooks on life.

Hello internet! I haven't updated in a while, not that anyone cares :)
So, I just got back from Paris... and that goes without saying that I also went to disneyland, as I find it impossible to go within a hundred mile radius of it and NOT visit. I <3 disney. Anyway, after thirteen and a half hours of show magic it gets a little exhasting. Thats from opening time until AFTER closing time, so we had to be escorted off the premesis. Just a hint, however, thundermountain as a lot smaller queue when its bed time.
It's a little known fact that about half a mile from micky's kingdom, there's a village that is so empty and creepy it's earned the name zombietown. It's half finished, and all the locals know each other, so if I dared to venture down to the patisserie I got a LOT of 'omg-wtf-are-you-doing-in-our-town-tourist-bitch?' stares.

The joys of being an English tourist.

I just watched Peter Pan, which is one of my favorite stories, because I love anything magic, fantasy, spells... I love it, despite Wendy's irritating: 'I should like to grow up, Peter, and be a boring old hag with a billion kids' etc etc. It always makes me feel like I should jump out the window and attempt flying... which may seem suicidal to you, but that would be the WRONG end of the stick :)

I'll leave you all now, I just felt I'd update... for no reason. But ah well :)
xxx

Song for the day: whichever song plays in the background when peter teaches the kids to fly :)

Bye Bye Italy

So today was my friend's leaving meal thing. She's my only fellow Italian in the school , so now I won't have anyone to think I'm totally awsome with our own private language with. Ah well.
Being a group of 14 teenagers, and not very organised, it was up to two to sort it all out, and they got so stressed they could barely think :) Much appreciated, it was lurvly.

BUT when we were walking back to school (boarding school... I don't board I think I would kill myself) barefoot with my feet covered in blisters and a menu hidden in my shorts, a woman (the troll doll) followed us on a bike yelling. This woman is terrifying, and I've seen her once or twice hanging around my friends house staring in her windows. She has long black dreadlocks and rides a bike like the wicked witch of the west. Fun times :)

And have you ever noticed that school looks different by night? The other night a load of us were at a guys house who lives ON school, literally and were running around drunk on our playing fields (which just made us feel like rebels :D) We also discovered I can't play football, and rolling around in a massive tractor tire is surprisingly fun...

Fun times... I love summer...

Much love xxxxxxx
Song for the day: Feel Ok by Ingrid.

P.s. I love Friends... especially JOEY! "You go get that beautiful pig. *snooort*"

London with Leona

Hey... laptop.

So, I just got back from London because I went to the Leona concert at the 02. It was amazing, me and my friend had an interesting scream-off, and it was just... YAY! Anyway, we got our T-shirts and sore throats and are still in a lurvley afterglow of Leonaness. We had an awsome time in the actual city too (even though, usually, I hate london, but it's growing on me) and posed with every random elephant we saw (no, I'm not high, there were elephants.) But, to just put the cherry on the cake, as we were in our cab, I spotted a fat naked woman on a bike and pointed with a little screamy "OMG NAKED PERSON ON A BIKE!" which was greeted with blank oh-dear-she's-lost-it stares.

Obviously, I'm not mental, about five minutes along we were greeted with the gorgeous sight of one hundered butt-naked middle aged people on bikes. Out came cameras. Another cab started driving next to us explaining through my open window about his non-exsistance erection that had just come to life, and trying to coax us from our clothes...

Anyway, moving on from that... memory. We spent two hours in Hamleys (which, for all you un-knowlegable people, is a toy shop) because we got a little overexcited at all the Harry Potter-Aslan-Barbie-ness that was around. Yay! And then went SHOPPIIIINGG! Yes, I also hate shopping, but it was quite nice eating everytime we saw food :)

Have you ever been to fishworks? It takes itself so seriously. My friend ordered a sprite and got the dirtiest "HOW DARE SHE" look from the waitress so redeemed herself by saying in the poshest voice she could, "Oh, lemonade, obviously darling."

I have a Geography GCSE tomorrow (wish me luck!) So I should probably go revise plate tectonics or glaciars or something. Or I could... watch south park. Same thing.

Sweet dreams!
Song for the day: Run (Leona Lewis, AAAH)